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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
{ 11:54 AM on '' } nothing much this couple of days.. went out with him yesterday.. i'm surprised .. hehe.. i've got to say.. at times... he's really adorable.. *hehe schools boring today.. got that stupid total defence thing.. nest got crazy in class today.. i tore paper then wrote names then ask him to pick his own name out within a certain number of tries.. lols.. he went crazy .. after school was badminton meeting.. ahaha.. training for me is goona be relaxation soon.. east zone's over.. relax a few more weeks then its goona be step down time.. then.. waited for mr yap to help me with my physic.. he was happy i tink.. that i finally go and look for him.. although .. i still don't understand.. hais.. goona try and squeeze some stuff into my brains later.. and .. men.. its common test next week.. i think, i am goona be dead.. once again... Wednesday, February 15, 2006
{ 6:19 PM on '' } lots of things had happened.. chinese new year is over.. not a good one.. the eve of new year.. my mum n sis cried.. so did i don't wish to talk about it... no one cared.. i tried to swollowed in my tears but the moment cousin came n console me.. i cried .. for the 1st time since we enter pri sch, she hugged me.. i felt cousin love for the first time.. my family is just havin some problem in a way or another. mum told me that day that she wana leave home.. its like.. whateva lar.. i just dun wana be in the center anymore.. i wanted to tell a person about this. but i realised that ive got no one to turn to.. i duno who to go n talk to.. everyone seems so unfamiler now.. germaine's busy with work.. kc with sch he with work.. hais i just dunch know what i want at times... like yesterday.. it was valentine's no matter how sick i was the last weekend.. i went to grab him a gift from town.. then ytd i was so excited to see his reaction.. but sometimes some things just don't go our way i felt really terrible afternoon i felt myself lyk competeing with a computer den later i felt that.. my efforts are not really appreciated .. i felt damn bad.. damn horrible.. but i could turn to noone.. i just cant open my mouth.. we won the badminton match today.. 5-0 happy but on the way back hm.. while listening to the song from my earpiece, tears just rolled down.. i duno what i was thinking.. maybe.. just maybe.. i took alot of people for granted thinking that no matter what they will be there.. it is just my pay back time now.. i think i just got to learn to be independent i relied to much on people close to me. just wondering what if one day , they leave me.. |
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