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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
{ 2:08 PM on '' } unlucky day late for 7.10 vocab todae.. terrible almost half the class late lo. mr das also dun reali care de den suay suay miss ng there today hais.. all to see her during recess den in class.. flu was damn bad and eventually my nose became very red... den recess miss ng asked us to do worksheets.. den later when handing in got scoldin lars.. sians initally wanted to go hm after sch to catch some sleep.. denn got sl meeting...... spoil my plan.. den dine went tution jo got mc din come sch lene went hm.... left alone..... den later saw mo den actually she still happi happi de.. den got 1 ger go tok to her.. very long sia.. den she was kinda affected...den so i went off first. den she msg me n apologise.. duh.. no worries i wasnt abit angry at all.. goin hm alone at that time was kinda scary scare to see that pervert .. but lucky din see lars den reach hm... hais the moment i open the door my mum started to complain to me bout my dad i am like tearing myself apart sometimes i really wish that they will jus go seprate ways.. so that all these aruguments will end but deep in me, i reali reali want them together who wants a broken family yah? my sis is back from korea her coming back dosent help at all yeah? it added more trouble my mum kept telling me that she've given up on my sis n dad sometimes i reali feel for her its like .. its not easy to manage a family yah? hais wadeva u noe the feeling when u come hm after sch and ur mum is telling u bout divorcing and stuff den when ur dad comes home u see him pushing ur mum..? wadeva k wadeva.. i dun wana give a damn .. got enough of all these stuff jus need a break.. Tuesday, March 29, 2005
{ 2:22 AM on '' } got back report slip today.. duh.. failed 2 subject =( but what upset me worst wad dat i only got 50 got poa.. hais.. cant believe it yah... ' went to help mdm farah with her drama club today.. was supposed to go with them but the time too late larss den last nite suffered frm serious headache and the haze!! causing my asthma to come back yah.. den mum banned me frm going out at night.. sians.. she say my inhaler finishing soon ask me go see doctor fong alone.. cause she no time.. hais.. i rather dun go den to go alone.. lalax anyway... help dem put make up was quite fun.. lols.. cus i messed up a few of dem.. but i ain't as bad as erine yah? lol she actually spiled the moisturizer on one of the guys eye area.. lols.. lucky she react fast .. cute seh.. den saw abit of the mee toh slc video.. lol i look so cuckoo in tie.. feeling tired already... lalalax '-missing you madly'- Sunday, March 27, 2005
{ 3:44 PM on '' } went youth challenge today.. helped out with the elder care programme.. the old people there still look as cute as ever.. lol after that went v8 for lunch.. den its another neoprint day again.. lol cus went bugis took neoprint with jolene her sis, dine, wy n xiang zhou.. den later went tm took again with weiyan n ks.. shouldnt hv took any today .. bad hair day.. tired.. gonna slep... [+missing you +] Saturday, March 26, 2005
{ 3:02 AM on '' } feel like breakin myself into pieces i feel so broken up and i give up alot of teachers had said this to me and i think it kinda psycho me jasmine i believe u are a strong girl u are one of the pillar of the class therefore u cant and u wun collaspe.. i was feeling so down yesterday but everything is ok now.. i fall fast and recover fast? somewords are jus so hurting maybe cus i expect too much over pamperd child wanted to change but it takes time i ain't angry jus dissapointed and sad i am dreaming, dreaming dat a hero will come along with the strength to carry me on... but now i realise, the real hero.. lies in me ... Tuesday, March 22, 2005
{ 9:47 AM on '' } today went for the mission thingz.. last part alot of us cried.. actually nth happen to me de.. den later see sherlyn cry.. omg i nearly cried out but lucky still can control den all so low sia.. den mr das.. oh.. i pass my eng.. phew men.. went jamming later with norman horen dat group .. me n dine shout until no voice den norman play the drum till skin come out.. haha.. den came hm.. duno why feel so tired and aiyah.. duno.. mixed feeling.. forget it dun wana say.. they played only one last kiss the reason and when u say nth at all jus now.. duno why now the song only one jus kpi singing in my brain... --Broken, this fragile thing nowAnd I can't, I can't pick up the piecesAnd I've thrown my words all aroundBut I can't, I can't give you a reason I feel so broken up (so broken up)And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you, so you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you doYou are my only, my only one Made my mistakes, let you downAnd I can't, I can't hold on for too longRan my whole life in the groundAnd I can't, I can't get up when you're gone-- --And something's breaking up (breaking up)I feel like giving up (like giving up)I won't walk out until you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, there's just no one who gets me like you doYou are my only my only one Here I go, so dishonestlyLeave a note for you, my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someone Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like youYou are my only, my only oneMy only oneMy only oneMy only oneYou are my only, my only one-- Sunday, March 20, 2005
{ 4:00 AM on '' } yesterday morning nearly got a heart attack jolene told us mr tan very sad over our result.. den i say cham lor.. this time round sure fail my maths again.. den hu knows later mr tan came to tell us our result.. sistas.. all pass seh.. hehes.. although still not satified with my grades but 64 neh.. finally get more den 50+ for maths le.. lol.. den 1st person call him sia.. =p poor thing.. woke him up from his dreamland.. den went to do some sports leader stuff... alone in gym room sia.. kinda scary.. den rush home to bath and stuff den later rush to meet him and his frens for dinner.. i so shock when i see them sia.. his fault lar.. nv ask me prepare to see shocks.. haha.. all couple sia.. all so lovely somemore...ha den went to eat steamboat... dots dey very cute lar.. diff style from n1 n n2 lo.. but dey very cute.. hahaz den later so qiao amost all of the gers stay in tampines so we all alight in tam lor.. he so lucky lor wx not there to accompany then got willie.. lol =x lalala today 19th wor~~ hehes.. happy 8th month dear~~ i am so glad that i've got you u my life.. Thursday, March 17, 2005
{ 3:54 PM on '' } went to flag day.. was late but turn out that the organiser was even later den i am.. den me n wy. we jus took a bus and in the end we landed up in yishun.. lol.. madness... people there are kinda cool generous too.. lotsa damn give notes.. lol now we know how to make people donate money.. jus look and smile at dem.. realli.. dats what we did.. haha den we went notrthpoint to take our lunch.. and we met pervert dere sia.. cus me n wy went harvey norman to print out some fotos den while weiyan is sending the pic thru bluetooth we saw a pic of ourself but is not taken by us.. soem idiots which we dun know took it and on the blue tooth.. crazy fella.. but lol.. we got kinda scare and walk out of north point in our fastest speed.. hahas den met jo she wasn in good mood yah.. having misunderstandin with bear.. lalas den went to be his maid of the day.. make me run n run... lol.. but i mean finally get to talk to him face to face.. since he came back frm malacca.. geex... feeling sleepy les.. tmr may have to attend a ralative funeral.. got to wake up early again i suppose.. chaos~ Wednesday, March 16, 2005
{ 9:20 AM on '' } at jolene house now... JOLENE>> SEE UR NAME?? dun say i nv write ur name again hoh!!! got a very bad dream last nite.. woke up crying.. so scary ... went sch for art today.. den later went to eat with dine jo eugene and lene.. den jus after i finish dine say she forget to take the cake that mo left for her.. so me n her we ran back to sch.. my food nearly came out sia.. nearly vomitted.. run so fast... den actually wan go bowl de den so many ppl.. so in the end nv lar.. den tired.. wanted to go home... jus as i reach my bus stop.. found out dat i forget to bring my keys.. irraiting.. lucky>> JOLENE<< still there.. den call sherlyn she got organ lessons den wy got slc jo go find xiong dine go piolet pen wif mo.. so... lucky got JOLENE... lol den came her house not long after her bro n gf n shawn came... lucky jolene nv go her sailing if not i will be alone sia... so poor thing hoh... hoh jolene... lols.. chaos~ JOLENE>> WO AI NI>..... Tuesday, March 15, 2005
{ 1:20 PM on '' } went for Mee toh slc today.. kinda cool.. mee toh slc rox yah.. all the leaders who went rocks too.. i started by doing some ice breakers game with the pri sch student .. lol went more smoothly den i thought.. den we did lame things oso.. kk dare me n ernest to drink the bottle of water that he put the overtine sweets.. we reali drink sia den we play games den in the end kk also kana.. he siao one lars.but kinda fun.. den later we played telephone line with the mee toh students we ask dem pass the message of the chemistry reactive chart .. their msg at the end dem funni sia.. make me all laugh till can peng .... had a great time lar we were teh 1st to end slc.. on the way back in the bus.. frm mee toh laugh all teh way to hai sing.. den 4+ we laugh until 5+... cannot stop one sia.. then graham.. tok cock only.. Sunday, March 13, 2005
{ 11:39 AM on '' } slept quite early last night.. woke up at 5.30 to wake my baby up so afraid that he will say he haven pack.. lol lucky.. he more guai den i expected. den talk for bout ten mins .. he very stubbon sia... always lose him in talking de... ehx.. can let me win once or twice not?? sians.. why did miss ng chose the day dat i am so free?? so bored today .. den ask jo go down pei me.. lol she also very bored lar bear also go malacca.. den chit chat for 1 hour den went hm again..slack the whole day lors lazy go out also... Lucky he this morning still quite sweet ar.. can endure me for todae and tmr bah.. but still miss him lots lots lehs.. ~:// no matter where you are, you are always in my heart and mind \\:~ ++**Missing my baby**++ Saturday, March 12, 2005
{ 1:55 PM on '' } Today has been a great day... Last nite he send me home. den today lesson all very slack.. first 3 periods go ava watch movie chi oso slack slack only ss nid do work den go sl meeting n slc.. mr ng nv get to hear wad i saying.. lucky me.. lols den after dat went kfc den got lots of free things .. duno why den went bk sch for sol.. dey performing.. den went econ buy food wif weiyan.. saw him.. den i so high today kip laughing den sang out loud only one by yellowcard wif lyn dey all so cool sia.. can sing out loud.. maybe cus thoes few days quite sad den finally got the chance to vent out.. den all thw way we kip singing sia. den i got so high dat i step on a pool of water and fall lols.. very paiseh sia... haha den jolene scareamed!!! make me sho paiseh... haha.. okok i am mad... he's going malacca tmr.. crazyly in love with you Monday, March 07, 2005
{ 11:46 AM on '' } yesterday went rainft house sutdy with jo.... hMm like dat lor... stomach getting abit better bahs... die sia tmr 1st paper but nothings is in my head still.. die die... now on the fone eith him lor.. hoho... so miss him.. lallaa Saturday, March 05, 2005
{ 2:31 PM on '' } very pain..... stupid germs get out of my stomach will u... i dun wan another injection.. sobx sobx.. very pain .. hoping someone will come comfort me at least ease some of the pain... dun dare tell mummy.... feel so alone now... in tears... { 1:30 PM on '' } sec 4 life so stress ... nt even my o levels.. but everyone is so .. beyond words can describe men.. even those happy go lucky type de oso so stress up everyone crying and doing stupid things .. den nowadaes duno why ppl around me all like having friendship problem.. even my class.. internal conflict jessie is still not happy with us i suppose... hais.. ok i admit i am guilty of raising up my hands.. so is jolene but we did nth else other den dat.. den nowadaes like the class so... no class sprite le lor.. my whole list of interhouse cap-net is still blank lor.. hais i dun even think there is enuff ppl... dine ask me dun hand in sia.. all dun go... sian... common test is jus next monday.. n now my stomach is got virus... cant stand e temptation of junk food.. jo dey all got tired of stopping me i tink.. so dey let me eat too ya.. noone seems to care much also lar..haven been taking my medicine also.. unless got ppl force me lar... den dad went to sch to drive me jo n dine.. carried lots of books home to revise... before that xl was crying.. so me n dine went to prefects rm to accompany her.. den we talk bout life.. den xl cried.. got her own problem oso... hais.. hope they will all be alright ya.. now my stomach hurts... jus hope dat in dun spread if nt got to go bk to the doc again... hais... hao tong.... hao xiang ni.... Thursday, March 03, 2005
{ 10:23 AM on '' } StuPID doCtor!!! everytime near exams sure sick one sia.. half way thru sch dad brought mw hm.. cant stand e pain den doc say is "wei xi zun" my stomach got germs .. siao den gib me injection.. i nv shout sia den e doctor say i brave ger.. den he ask me how i bear e pain fer so long.. came hm, slep until now sia... the medicine very drownsy sia.. make me feel like sleeping still... zZz... missing u... missing u lots..... Tuesday, March 01, 2005
{ 12:40 PM on '' } jus when i thought i could make everyone happy again, i was wrong.. totally wrong.. 1 stupid thing spoil my whole day... i went to sch wif a big big smile n a very hyper mood.. doing some stupid actions dat made sistas smile n luff.. everything went smoothly.... until she came... hais.. den dine cried.. see she cry, my heart oso pain.. hug her.. dine ar.. dun sad kks.. anything got sistas here for u.. send her hm den me n jo came hm together.. den called him, he like so low.. hais den make me, duno wad to do.. lost' i wanted to tell him how i feel.. but jiu shi shou bu chu kou.. dan shi kan dao ta so sad like that, make me feels a hundred n a thousand time worst.. den saw seniors taking results todae.. hais worried for myself also.. will i even make it for my N's this year??? 90 days to my o level chinese... why is everything still in a mess??? why is this year such a shit for everyone??? seeing dem taking results, nt onli worried for myself, oso worried for him.. next year would be his turn.. really wana motivate him to study.. dun wan him leave any regrets.. but i dun seems to be able to do so.. feel so useless sia.. instead of making him stay happi n study, i made him sad.. hais... your smile means more than anything to me.. |
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