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Monday, February 28, 2005
{ 11:53 AM on '' } foolish me... stupid me... got to do some reflection le.. why nv get things clear before jumping in to conclusion? make myself sad, make him sad too.. wad rubbish is this?? How can make him sad.. ?? stupid jasmine how how? wad to do now?? how to clear this mess dat i have created? die die... how how?? how to make things back to normal again?? Dear dear arh.... sorry lar.. shi wo bu hao.. shi wo hu nao yuan liang wo hao bu hao?? Saturday, February 26, 2005
{ 3:53 PM on '' } i am trying real hard to control my feelings.. yesterdae saw something which i shld nt hv seen.. it makes me feel like crying on the parade sq at the beginning of the day.. but dine told me... yao zuo ke kuai le de nu shen ba fan nao wang diao.. den 1st period ran more den 2.4km.. sweat le, felt much better... but my timing like shit.. worst den shit lor.. i told myself, wadever it is, how sad, cry to myself.. dun cry anywhr else.. smile to everyone too..thats wad i did today.. how sad oso smile.. went sports heats.. den later when out wif him... duno to be happi or sad.. but i still put the smile on my face... actually is reali damn sad... jealous? i duno.. no bah..i am pretty sure that it isnt the feeling of jealously.. but somwhr my heart told me that his heart is nt wif me.. he seems so excited to see her ya? but that wad i assumed.. maybe i am jus too crazy in my mind.. nowdaes my mind jus thinks alot... but its reali sth in my heart ... somehow, i felt that he dun care as much as he used to ya.. i tell myself not to take too much time of his cus he's taking his major exams this year... hais.. cant believe.. jus now after i turn to walk bk to my house, i started crying... control very long le bahs.. i duno... i jus feel very alone nowdays.. like, no one ever cares.... duno who to turn to.. din jus say that i wan throw bk all my sadness??? hais.... wei ni fu chu na zong shang xin ni yong yuan bu liao jie... Friday, February 25, 2005
{ 2:46 PM on '' } today's entry will be a short one cus all i wana say is, i jus wana throw all my depression away, be wad i used to be... " wo yao zuo ge kuai le de nu hai,ba fan nao tong tong wang diao!!) dine.. thx for ur this sentence.. Thursday, February 24, 2005
{ 2:17 PM on '' } Jasmine..... what's happening to u??? everyone seems to be asking me this question.. hais.. even teachers.. i reali duno wad is happening to me.. my poa fail.. for the 1st time, my grades are dropping.. which i oso duno why.. not that i nv study sia.. i did lor...house having problems oso.. can someone slap me across myface? maybe that would wake me up.. den duno why, have been feeling very lonly nowadays.. i reali duno why but i just do lar... den this few days after 7 oclock.. will suddenly feel very very depress... hais.. den i guess i spoilt his dae... he nv pick up my fone...n now my throat still hurts hais i hate myself.... Maybe, all i nid is jus a tight hug.... can that special someone held me tight n nv let go? in that case, maybe jasmine wun feel so unscure... Friday, February 18, 2005
{ 3:29 PM on '' } got very pissed todae... was the tour guide for the art museum..sians duno why everyone seems not to listen to me todae.. jus another fark up day... Tuesday, February 15, 2005
{ 2:54 PM on '' } happy valentine's day..... i'm sick.. sob sob.. mouth so pain .. so much ucle... but i'm still happy... this morning wok upp b4 5 sia .. slept less den4 hours.. me n jo both woke up late den took a cab to their house.. lol.. so wei da hoh.. den send dem go sch.. i was like sleeping all the while in class lor.. =p den after sch met him den Hmm... =x sho bad sia ask me read out everything dat i wrote in the card.. made my face so red... den omg saw his mum...lol.. i think i toking crap le.. feel so sleeply... gng off le~~ Monday, February 14, 2005
{ 11:15 AM on '' } this is definitely not a gd year to start.. chi new year.. not very good... crying alot duno wad happen to him.. xxhaixx i'm smiling like a clown , bleeding in my heart.. tml is valentine.. wonder how it will be... perhaps, it will be jus another day... |
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