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Monday, January 31, 2005
{ 10:18 AM on '' } i realise that as time passes , the less time i have to use the com.. hMm.. lets recall back what i did... fridae... actually after sch gng to sl meeting den qiu lao shi say go supoort the A groups gals training lar.. he drove me there... feel so paiseh sia i followed him to his car ma den so many people staring at me.. den the trip to the match, qiu lao shi n i talk alot.. sch stuff, training stuff all dat den he duno the way to the place den i teach him.. lol den he say i zhen cong ming.. din noe he's a joker sia .. den we saw lin lao shi and miss tay ling ling.. dey come support us.. Hmm.. dat match.. eventhough we lost, i felt that we won.. the score was 2-3.. the last match, we lost the rubber set by 2 pt.. the sch we were against, the COACH.. DAMN FARKING one.. even qiu lao shi bo song him sia.. den that sch ger.. go sch my dine dine cb fuckker.. idiot.. that ger.. if ever i see her again, she watch out sia.. .. the moment we lost, alot of our gers cried.. Agnes... she blame herself.. 1st time since i know her, i saw her crying... cannt believe ... den clarice, calista even qiu lao shi cried... can see his eyes are red... seeing that scene, my eyes become blured too.. i told clarice.. dun start dun start.. i was so afraid that i may cry out there sia... den while we waited for the bus to come, we all crowd around crying, and oso cursing that coach.. haha.. i tink he will suffer alot if all out cursing come true... den we all see his car plate say, ask people go scratch.. although we lost, its the first time after so long dat i felt dat the 2 groups gers are united once again.. touched' den yesterday, spring cleaning den later, went chinatown.. so many people.. pushing around.. feel like wracking ppl lor.. den i got a free luo zhi xiang album.. hehe so happy... den this morning went tution dad n mum quarrel again.. farking family.. den sis... dun wana tok about it anymore... guess dat i wun tok to her for awhile from now lor.. see what she can do to me... lao hu bu fa wei, ba wo dang bing mao.. kks lar gtg le.. my cute cousin come.. goanna play wif him Tuesday, January 25, 2005
{ 3:18 PM on '' } last week was the worst week i ever had.. bad things all come sia.. made me fall into depression,crying every night.. haha but thank god,its over.. last sat painted my house.. haha i went to use the paint and painted once patch of wall with hearts and stars.. last fridae i accidently deleted all his msg i've saved in one folder.. suPPPer sad ... cry like what sia.. so angry at myself... den this few days all nv slep well sia.. nv see the sweet msg.. hais.. think le make me feel so sad again...how i wish he will send me all the sweet message again sia... hais.. its over.. lets tok bout what made me happy... last sat went to play badminton with miss ong dey all.. den later went to tm there den after eating, me n dine went toy r us.. haha.. my fav... its like a 15 yr old person acting like a 3 yr old kid.. throw our trouble all there... reali mus thank my dearest dine dine this time.. lol.. sista.. if u are reading this, thanks for making me overcome my sadness.. make me throw away all my depression... altough i am still angry at myself over the msg thing, u brighten up my life lar. lol.. And, things are better now.. i rushing to do my work le. nites Friday, January 14, 2005
{ 10:22 AM on '' } sch work has made me become a panda i m sick n tired of it.. its jus the 2nd week.. sometimes all i need was jus a hug from you... Sunday, January 09, 2005
{ 10:11 AM on '' } sch reopen le... one week le.. arh.. busy and tiring is all i can describe for this week.. lack of sleep men.. for the whole of the 5daes missed alot of lessons cus of the sec 1 oritation camp... the class dat i took.. very buay steady one.. lols but after the 3rd sae or so, things start to get better... hmm acttually they reali very cute lar.. haha i even found my junior frm my pri sch.. lol yesterdae was the campfire den.. its rain.. sad.. so surprise so many of dem brought umbrella.. haha den we under the rain ma den suddenly got one boy came and touch my shuolder.. lol tot is hu.. xia si wo... den is one of the boys i taking.. he push the umbrella to me and ask me take sia.. kinda touched .. lol.. they isnt that bad after all yeah? lol... but of cus me n alice nv accept it lar.. lol tough no time hoh everydae except yesterdae after my things we will sure go out de... Hmm.. i duno leis... got this very unsucure feelin in me.. dat day we like got " nao bian nu " den i stared to be in a lost.. its like i cool down n tink den find myself very da xiao jie pi qi... very stubbon.. was thinking if not for that sometimes things wont end up in a sad way... haha maybe is lack of slep my brain started to go hay wire.. i think of things dat i am unsure myself..makin myself lose confidence in myself... duno wth i toking oso.. i started thinking wad if one dae.. jus one dae.. becus of wad i do he will get angry wif me and therefore leave .. or perhaps he will get himself a better girl.. dat nite after thinking and thinking, i cried . thinking back, sometimes i can get real silly... is it due to loving him too much? wo bu zhi dao... anyway wo jiu shi na me na me de xi huan ta... Sunday, January 02, 2005
{ 9:21 AM on '' } Here come 2005.. duno wheather to look forward to this new year not... anyways, still hafta wish u guys a happy new year .. =) best luck in everydae and may god watch over us esp the unforturnate.. Yesterdae went school in the morning for meeting.. wa lucky dad at hm.. its raining heavily lors.. den my dad went to fretch huizhi oso.. lol.. den clarice sick.. ger.. mus take gd care of ur health kks.. hMm.. meeting is about oritataion camp fer the new batch of sec ones.. 5 daes men.. but dey nt staying overnight... hais.. sch starting.. homework?? hais.. but at least i can go off earlier for the 1st dae.. hope can skip some hw.. lol.. abit bad lars.. but actually dats one of the reason why i am looking forward to the oritation camp.. =p duno why sia everytime before sch close i will tell myself damn hard dat i have to complete my homework asap but it ALWAYS fail sia.. so shitty one men.. ARGH.. den here i am here now first day of 2005 rushing my homework.. gonna skip some anyway.. hack men.. =pp after meeting went take cab wif nest n wy to wy house.. wait damn long..den sth funny happen lors i arguing wif ernest den wy sae if ur stop argueing i promise the cab will come den we stop lor den as soon as we stop reali got cab come sia.. its like so admazing lor.. den we laugh like wad.. den go wy house she bath den me n ernest play darts den argue wif him again.. but mus thank them lar.. the brought me a very useful x-mas present... wy lar actually she sae gng buy pencil box wif me de cus i sae i lost all my pens den i wan buy pencil box... den we say hao wan go buy together den yesterdae dey ask me open present den i i saw the pencil box plus everything inside.. lols.. all the stationery sia.. lols..how totful.. den evening time went dear house find him.. den later we went do hw together den i got steamboat at hm den 9+ come hm le.. den he went orchard mit his frens... den i went pasir ris park countdown wif aunt they all at nite lors.. kks lar i will try to update as often as possible lars u ppl dun kip asking me update le lars.. know i lazy rite... =p den so surprise.. 12++ mindy called me.. after so long sia.. lols... den so long nv tok le den suddenly we say the things like same same one.. haha.. kks lars// I UPDATE LE HOH!!! |
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